anytimehun

So opening deviantart today...AMAZING. I thought that someone bought me a subscription or something but this is like remarkable. It's so organized now but...haaahh i don't know where anything is anymore. It's like when my mom cleans my room without telling me and EVERYTHING'S THROWN OFF. Whatever i'm lov'n this.

My finger tips are holding on to the cracks in our foundation and i know that i should let go but i can't....    Most of the time i like to be independent. But sometimes....i'd like some company. Lonley's grown over rated.    My friends keep pushing it in my face that I don't have "someone" and that i "don't have many friends" jokingly when really i do. I just wish that people actually had the respect to care without such offending remarks. I don't get how people think it's okay that I respect their relationships but when I actually have a boyfriend they act obnoxious and don't leave us alone... Secret numero uno: The bulk of the r

okay...so i'm over the whole "my 2nd best friend flirted with my ex a while ago and helped my other ex friend flirt and almost go out with him too" shit you know like whatever...even tho it happened months ago and i just found out like 2 days ago...fine. Sometimes i get sad that I'm not at all close to my ex anymore. I tried hard when it happened and he just ignored me b/c i was a real immature kid back then and anyway it just happened. I'm not looking for another relationship I just miss him being THERE. It was comforting to have a friend like that. The horrible thing though is that karma just bit him back and now i've gotten so used to n